Hello and

welcome to another episode of IWave with Jamila Jamil a podcast against shame. I hope you're well

I'm so excited always to be able to sit down with Celeste

Bloody Barbara because she's so funny and mostly she's so real often when she's

on this podcast she's giving us glimpses of her brilliant genius hilarious mind

but she's also just so deeply authentic in a way that you can't really

find from anyone anywhere near as famous as she is. And I think the reason that people have

stuck with her for so long and they'd love her.

They'd ride at dawn for S-Barba.

Is because she, her relatability wasn't an act.

It's real.

She's really here for all of us and she shows us the light and the dark and she didn't have to. She could have just been a very silly

Instagram influencer and comedian and she was smashing it but she made a choice to just open up about her life and

both times she's been on this podcast she's done exactly that last time she was on

she was talking to me about the difficulty of marriage and staying together for a

long time and her struggles with her mental health and ADHD and this time we're talking about you know where she's at now several

years later and depression and how you pull yourself out and how you how you struggle

with the idea of I've been told I'm supposed to be super

successful and that the dream involves quote unquote having it all but does

anyone really have it all and does that feel good

does that feel like anything at all other than exhausting and overwhelming and I think a lot of

us have been waking up over the last few years as to the lie of quote unquote having it all.

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