From about 15 years on and up a great deal of my thoughts were basically unshareable.

We are all evil in some form

where you know that.

Yes, I am not a hundred percent, but I am you.

My mother was a sick, angry, hungry, and very sad woman. I hated her but I wanted to love my mother.

This is serial killing, a podcast.

Hello again and welcome to serial killing a podcast. My name is Alyssa Carroll and I'm the

host and the creator of at serial underscore killing on Instagram

where we go through the life stories of serial killers

to see if we might catch a glimpse

of why they displayed their famous, vile, and disturbing behaviors.

Now of course I want to give a special thanks to my patrons.

Florence, Teresa, Sarah, Sophie, Nanette, two Emmas, Gabriel, Galen, Cassandra,

Bree, David, who by the way left me the loveliest comment, and my girl Judy and John.

Thank you guys so so much. I really appreciate you.

So this podcast is going to be on Carrie Stainer.

Carrie Anthony Stainer was born on August 13th, 1961 in Merced, California, which is near Yosemite National Park.

So let's get into some history for that time.

John F. Kennedy became the 35th President of the United States this year.

Kennedy, the youngest person to be elected president at the time, was also the first Catholic

president, which was a huge deal back then.

He was a decorated World War II veteran who had served in Congress as a member of the House of Representatives and a senator from Massachusetts, and he came from a family that had been previously involved in politics.

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