Hello, Carrie here coming to you from my backyard library where I'm surrounded with old on rack materials.

I'm looking at Bethany Beals, not part of the plan and Mike Warnkey's friendly fire and

quest for truth by Bishar. I'm surrounded by sense and nonsense from every angle and that's how it's been on this show for 13 years and so I'm here to deliver some sad but probably not too surprising news.

I am sorry to report that after 13 years,

Onarassen Carey is over for the foreseeable future.

But first, I really want to say thank you.

Thank you to Ross, who is the only person I ever obsessed with about one thing, weird ideas and why we have them

for 13 years.

And wow, this person is etched into my life story. I will always hold that.

Thank you to the very patient and and to our guests, our experts, our subjects, and thank you most of all to our listeners.

You are uniquely thoughtful people. Don't forget that. So, listen, the decision to end the show is the

right one for me. Unfortunately, I experienced a traumatic event and I'm in PTSD treatment and I expect it to take some time.

I'm also working as I'm able on some cool things with Drew.

I'm finishing the trauma book which just became more relevant and you will you'll hear from

me soon but you'll hear from Ross sooner.

I am so proud of this podcast.

There's a listener named James Marion, who I got to know in DMs on X the platform formerly known as Prince.

And he told me recently that Onrak radicalizes the people he shares it with and I was like toward what and he explained

Beyond giving people a passing interest in the subject matter,

Enrak really makes them want to go into their world

and either experience similar things or affect similar change.

I love that.

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