I don't think anyone likes losing but I just liked it probably a little bit less than other people.

Well you behave like a dick so I got a bit out of control with it all really.

But everyone seemed to like it. I seem to be able to get away with anything.

You know, no one would say anything back. Because you're winning. Exactly, that's it. By

9099 all you would see at the brands I actually

with 125,000 people whoever it wants to see of English flags.

Maybe 80 or 90,000 have gone there to really want me to win

and there's probably the 20, 30,000 they want me to crash at the first

corner and burn you know.

This is the only crash I've ever had that I have no memory of whatsoever.

I think I knew straight it way I think this is it really not.

Maybe a party we wanted it to over, I don't know.

I felt like the pressure and relief of having to go out

winning the race and the world title had gone.

I was like, yes, brilliant.

I've suffered a lot of the last four or five years,

quite bad with anxiety and depression.

I must admit I've got this thing and I can't control I can't beat it.

I've had to admit defeat and so look I have to live with it and deal with it.

When you get the phone call to be on I'm a celebrity this was your biggest

challenge since you left racing by far the biggest challenge ever because I hate being

bored I hate being hungry and I don't really like people obviously you you're alright. Racing was something I knew I was good

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