I'll miss you Grace Well Brian if we've learned anything about doing this show is that sometimes life is not always great.

No. Sometimes shit happens.

In our case, it happens all the time apparently in the show.

Good. And I couldn't I couldn't just not talk about it you

know we kicked around ideas about just like okay well like how do you address this

do we need to address it And I guess before I address it, I just want to say that like

people writing in and talking about this show being the escape from their reality that it is, right?

And I want people to understand that doing this show is also our escape from reality.

Big time.

Which is ultimately, like we've pushed it back,

it's this is days and days and days later

than we would normally record an episode.

And thank you guys for, you know know doing that and working with me and so we can make it happen but

decide to do it even though you guys have said you like we just don't have to do it

and I was like I know I get it like I totally do and ultimately decided that

uh that we're still going to do it regardless of receiving the

unfortunate news earlier this week that one of my little sisters Grace has

passed away.

I mean, you know, obviously torn apart.

I was like, you know, just being me and joking around

with my brother a little bit and being like,

like, well, if I had to choose a favorite

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