Why is it like sometimes like I don't know for at least me personally when I have the anxiety of like certain things and

I fear of the future I work harder and I'll get more result and I'll be like because I'm like running

I'm on a rap race and I'm because you don't think there's enough

So it is motivating if you don't think there's enough if you live in the universe of scarcity then anxiety is gonna

Motivate you the difficult thing about it is it's draining you at the same time see the difference between me and most people's

I'm twice as old as most people that are watching me, but I have more energy and inspiration. They have it. I'm happier than they are

And I'll tell you why because I'm not motivated by anxiety anymore

Right every in fact every time I feel some sort of anxious feeling or anger or frustration

Right also proud of myself today. I'm you know very efficient whatever. I'm in my mobile office

I got young guys driving me from New York

He doesn't know what he's doing. He's totally scared doesn't ask where he's going

Right and all of a sudden I told him make sure that he doesn't miss the exit

Right

I made a good point and boom you go past the 110 and I got the chief operating officer of AEG

Who's been waiting to meet me and get right that's a serious meeting to miss

And at first right he goes in my way. I'm frustrated

Right my voice is raised and in that little minute and I'm also on a coaching call by the way

But in that minute I wasted more energy than the whole morning from when I woke up at 4 o'clock

And I ran three miles this morning worked out stretch made breakfast for my son did all everything to get to

You know, I believe the time was like 1050 so from 4 a.m. to 1050

All that energy that I used I

Actually was accelerating and growing energy for the day and just that one minute that I went off center

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