Hey everyone, welcome to The Curious Girl Diaries podcast. I'm Leila London, aka The Curious Girl. Now just to let you know, this podcast is not suitable for work. It's also not suitable for anybody under 18. But the rest of you consenting adults, let's get ready to talk about my sex life, sex in general,

and everything in between, an explicit, raunchy, fun detail.

All right, here we go.

Okay, so this podcast is probably going to be pretty unorganized again.

It's just something I just, it's like I have to get this out. And I don't have

any notes or anything like that. A lot of times when I do a podcast, I'll write down bullet points,

just things I definitely want to touch on so that I can kind of keep myself organized. This will be

just a disorganized hot mess. And speaking of that, I just posted the podcast i did with cowboy and we i changed the settings

on my microphone because there was somebody else and i wanted the sound to pick up from both sides

of the microphone but i actually think i put it did something i think i put it on the wrong setting

anyway the sound quality is kind of crappy but bear with it I think it's a funny little podcast, a good one.

And you get a little insight into Cowboy. And I apologize for the quality, because I should have

listened to it first. We should have done a test. We did a test with one setting and that did work.

And then I switched it and just kind of went for it. So because it's

a long post, I don't want to jack around and try to do another one and, you know, we're going to

roll with it. So anyway, that's up. Give that a listen. Okay, this is kind of springing off of that.

So I had a discussion with Cowboy in after that podcast that evening.

And there's something that's coming up that I'm sort of having a real difficult time with.

And that is, you know, this whole dominant, submissive role.

Originally, I thought, you know, that I wanted to do it.

And, you know, it seemed very, there was a huge straw for me.

And, you know, a big part of me is super intrigued and wants to do it.

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