You said you felt like a piece of shit today and that's why you got all dressed up.

Why do you feel like a piece of shit?

You wouldn't know piece of shit.

Thank you.

Well, I dropped, Jack started preschool, like his preschool is opened.

So I've been dropping him off at 9 a.m. every day and picking him up at 2, so he's gone.

And then, you know, I have like work and I'm using quotations to do like here and there for some things, but I'm, I technically don't need a nanny, but like I love my nanny like family so I want to keep her employed so she

still comes while Jackson School to hang with Bow and there's a part of me that's like I

want to play with Bow but then what is she there for?

So like I retreat to my room and like do my work.

And then like at the end of a day, like yeah, I'm with them all afternoon and I'm cooking and I'm cleaning and I'm you know I do the laundry and everything like that but I still I don't know I just woke up today feeling like I just feel purposeless

purposeless and I was gonna let them less.

And I was going to add the nest, but I don't think it needs to be there.

And I know, and again, I don't want to sound like I'm like self-pity or like I sound,

I don't want to sound like a brat I just just how I feel right now and so I put on a dress

Yeah, but everyone's having you have having your reaction like, oh, okay.

And I have worth because I put on clothes on it.

And perfume, you have perfume on.

Well, yeah, because I realized I went swimming yesterday and didn't shower, so I don't know

what kind of leftover I think you can

skin's chlorine is all water oh you have chlorine it's it's salt water but there

still has to be some chlorine in there oh really water yes there has to be a certain level of chlorine just for bacteria purposes.

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