And when you come into a group as an African American and a majority white space,

how much pressure there is when people meet me they expect less of us until we prove ourselves

otherwise. And it's too full because I grew up all my childhood being told I was talked like I was

white and I'm just a white girl in a black girl's body, but that's like suggesting that black people

are uneducated. No matter why you do, you might not be good enough. There's so many different stereotypes

we're trying to like not be. Kind of damned if you do damned if you don't.

Yeah. When you talk about race, I'm so used to not talking about it in order to not be on the

defense. It's tough. It's not easy to like speak up and so like having my here and like being able

to like really vocalize my thoughts and for it to be validated. It definitely feels like a release.

Hi everyone. I'm back with another summer house recap had to skip last week. Your girl's

feeling a little bit overwhelmed with five episodes a week. If you count the patreon,

it's a lot. So I had to cut down to four. I can only do four. Okay.

Four is my limit. Let's get into summer house. Let's talk about it. We started where we left off

with Paige and Andrea. It was kind of a good episode two. It was kind of a good one to skip actually

because a lot of the things that happened pretty much everything that happened is addressed on

episode three. So we last week was Amanda's 30th birthday party. She had like a 90s or Y2K.

Doesn't seem like people could decide on which but that's fine. Birthday party at the house and

we're also coming off the heels of Craig making his tight white gene appearance the week before

and finding out about the Kristen Cavalry of it all and how Craig had actually been hooking up

with her and not Austin as everybody thought which kind of laughable like you think come on.

I know Jay Cutler really is more of an Austin. Actually Jay Cutler is kind of like a hybrid

of Craig and Austin. Has anybody said that? If you were to put both of them in a one of those

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