I don't know if any of this is going to get through to anyone.

If it does, it's probably because they wanted it to.

In which case, I'm really sorry.

Maybe they just don't even care. Maybe it doesn't matter because there's nothing we can do.

If you're anything like me, you've seen some weird new shit around town, and more importantly

you've realized it and you've remembered it, while everyone else goes about their day in ignorant

bliss.

I don't know how far it goes, but so far nobody has shown any capacity to register what I'm

saying.

I could spam it up and down the internet, and I don't get one relevant response, nothing.

I've considered that I might just be crazy.

But even crazy people

think it's some sort of reaction.

Someone will at least try to humor them, calm them down.

I've tried doctors, police, professionals.

You all just stay off in a space

when I start to describe this shit like something's

actively blocking the exchange of information.

My biggest fear isn't even that I'm all alone.

My biggest fear is that I might still only perceive bits and pieces of something bigger or

or worse than my capacity to perceive all this is shrinking.

I can write it down.

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