BtVS - Beauty and the Beasts
SLAY!!! A Queer Buffy Podcast
Ian Allred & Lena Conatser
4.9 • 844 Ratings
🗓️ 1 April 2026
⏱️ 87 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Hey, everyone. This is a bit of an addendum that we are recording after the fact. So we record our episodes really far in advance. |
| 0:07.4 | So this episode and the next episode were recorded like weeks ago. |
| 0:12.2 | Right now at the time of recording this addendum is our first session post the newsbreaking of Nicholas Brendan's death. |
| 0:19.9 | We wanted to put out an acknowledgement of what had happened |
| 0:22.8 | because we actually... |
| 0:24.6 | It hasn't happened yet for like weeks and weeks and weeks |
| 0:27.6 | as far as our recording schedule goes. |
| 0:29.7 | Yes. |
| 0:30.4 | Nicholas Brendan played Xander on this TV show, |
| 0:33.3 | and we just wanted to take a moment to acknowledge that this has happened, say that our thoughts are with his family, our thoughts are with the cast and crew of Buffy, all these people that worked alongside him for so many years. |
| 0:48.3 | Our thoughts especially are with his twin brother who has lost a twin. |
| 0:52.0 | Nicholas Brendan was a very complicated man. He made a lot of decisions, |
| 0:56.4 | especially post-Buffie, he made some very harmful decisions that harmed other people. |
| 1:02.7 | He also was a human being and very multifaceted. At the end of the day, grief is also extremely |
| 1:08.3 | complicated. Grief is extremely complicated. |
| 1:11.3 | And however you are feeling about it or however anyone who is in his life is feeling |
| 1:16.5 | about it, I think is incredibly valid. |
| 1:18.9 | There's so many moments of joy in this TV show that Nicholas Brendan is instrumental in |
| 1:25.5 | bringing. |
| 1:26.7 | And so I feel, I feel close to Xander. So obviously I don't know |
| 1:30.9 | this man, but I feel, I think, many types of many ways about this. And I want you to know |
| 1:36.0 | listening that however you're feeling is, is valid as well. And now we're going to get into the |
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