I hear him saying to me since I've asked for that separation that he wants to understand

and he wants to do different and he wants to make it right. And there is a huge part of me that

wants that for him. I don't want him to be hurt. I do want us to be together. I'd love to just

move it over and move forward. But there's also a part of me that feels like some things you shouldn't have to explain, some things you shouldn't have to ask for, some things should be like innately understood. Somebody got to cue me or do I cue myself? Cue yourself. Okay. We'll start. We're just going to start at the beginning. We're just going to do it. Chan, Albert. We're doing, I am going to cue myself. Hey, we're back with another episode of

Let's Talk Off Camera, so let's get talking. Yeah. I really, really became obsessed this year

with our guest today, Jan. I know it's very rare that you say to me, Jan, I want this person

on this podcast.

She captured my imagination, my spirit, my heart, my soul.

I can't stop looking at her.

I want to, I want her to come unfuck my wardrobe.

I feel like, like, look at me. I'm wearing elegant pajamas. You look great.

Sheik. As opposed to the slop I typically wear. I just think her story is compelling. I think

she is compelling. I really think, and I'm going to tell her this when she signs on, I really think

she is a New Yorker. She's meant to be in New York. She's a New Yorker. Maybe now that her life

is changing, she's separated. Yes. Maybe this will be a good shift for her and she can just go back

to the second house and film that show

and live here and live here amongst her people amongst her people if you're wondering how to have

like a big second life right now like a big yes I think she seems like a fish out of water there

or like a fish in water or like a fish with no water.

A fish in the desert.

Yeah.

Does that make sense?

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