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And guess what everyone Josh you have a microphone will you please say hi?

So Josh hello hello hello my dear friend Josh closer to the mess. Wow you sound awesome

Well, you're the first person you said it before me

All right, well, I'm just so happy Brit. Thank you so much for being here. Thank you for having me and I can cry

Well

You know, I've trouble crying. Oh, I was gonna say if yeah, no, I don't know. Do you have okay acting wise? Yeah, you have trouble crying

I mean sometimes I'm having like a day where I just don't want to do it

You know or I'm just like resisting and like I don't want to cry once I did a show on the CW

You called life and expected and every episode I cried like it literally it was written in every episode and

Yeah, sometimes I would just go to work and I'd be like I did this yesterday you guys like I don't want to do it over and over again

But for the most part I think it was the boot camp. I have a question for you. Yeah, when you cry when you cry us

When you cry on camera, do you need one of those menthol sticks or you just like tap into something? Okay, no the mental

I think I may be allergic to the menthol. I tried it once when I first started acting and

My face blew up like a pumpkin. So I think I'm allergic or something. I don't know something's wrong. It doesn't work for me. It's wonderful. When you cry, it's a wonderful deal

You use a menthol stick to cry

Well, listen when you know sometimes when I don't you know me I rarely cry. Yeah, that's true

I'm not a cryer highly sensitive. I could cry or anything. I think that's really healthy. I think where I've done is I've built up like a weird

Defense mechanism in terms of like the show of vulnerability is

Like my mom. I'm so grateful that she raised me to be sort of a somewhat tough independent person, but part of

Part of that was

Just a little bit of a shame of crying and so and that kind of vulnerability

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