A lot of people have a hard time changing their game.

The biggest form of resistance comes from you.

I was living the life.

I had the money, I was single, nothing else really matters.

I just found myself not being very happy.

My drinking habit had gone into a drug habit.

What the opiate gave me was just a break from me.

I looked at Banker Bryan and was like,

what the fuck you doing?

Everyone who ever loved you dropped you. No one cares about you. I think I finally got the message that I got to stop trying to kill myself.

I walked into my MD's office and said I got to go.

Moving to another country, yeah kind of extreme, but heroin's kind of an extreme habit to break.

You know when I started London Real about seven and a half years ago I just

started broadcasting. I knew something felt right and I was connecting with people.

I mean London reel for me it is like a crucible and it forces me to like face my

demons and my obstacles.

This thing I thought was just a black pit of horror turns out to be this huge source of light. I never realized that it could actually be really powerful and inspirational for people.

And Brian Rose.

Deep down we all have an intuition of where we need to go.

But I think we get caught up in our head.

And you never get a chance to have some quiet time

and get back to your heart.

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