This is a headgum podcast.

Okay. Okay, I'm ready.

Let's do the show.

We got it, we got it, we got it, we got it,

and I'm so happy to have the role that I have in this

and Los Angeles and Hollywood and entertainment is a community

and special special place.

I think that I can confess that there was a period of time that we were doing this show where I was

resentful or disappointed that I had ended up kind of in this in this

role right what was supposed to be a stepping stone to something else?

And then something else after that...

A side hustle or like, you know, it's like, oh, I've got a consulting firm, but I'm like building also my own corporation.

And then it was, it was not in the

something that one would see and say hey here's an opportunity here.

Yes.

That was investing in you that there that was an ember I nurtured for quite some time yes that it would you know and it never

it never became a raging bonfire.

It just wasn't to be.

And I, and then that led to some disappointment and what I'm feeling today is grateful.

And what I'm feeling today is grateful and what I'm feeling today is lucky that that we do have

this in that frankly I wake up every day and I go I'm going to go help people like I'm going to do a

show that actually helps people because there are a lot of shows out there that don't not

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