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In Our Headphones

Branik - Monster

In Our Headphones

KEXP

Music, Music Commentary

4.41.1K Ratings

🗓️ 26 March 2021

⏱️ 4 minutes

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Summary

Branik - "Monster," a 2020 self-released single.

Seattle singer/songwriter Branik says she "writes songs that sometimes make my friends cry." Today's Song of the Day will have them sobbing. 

In a statement to the Daily Listening, she explains, "When I wrote ‘Monster’ I felt like I had, yet again, lost everything I had been working so hard to make wonderful. It had been a year and a half of being left by the people that promised to love me and have my back. That December, I was sitting in tears on my cousin’s bedroom floor playing my aunt’s guitar... This song was me making sense of what I was feeling. It took me about 15 minutes to write. I was in crisis for a while after. I can feel my heart break a little bit every time I sing it... My hope in releasing this song is to give my listeners the same comfort that music has given me in times of grief and sorrow. There is something consoling about hearing lyrics that reflect exactly what I feel. I have one song that quite literally saved my life more than once. It gives me hope. It reminds me that I am not alone. I want my music to do that for other people... ‘Monster’ was me breaking through my coffin to claw out of my grave.”

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Transcript

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0:00.0

There's these ribbons inside my chest

0:20.0

There's a hole in my heart that I sleep in

0:27.0

But I don't get to much rest

0:32.0

And I try to love you

0:38.0

But I couldn't love me now

0:43.0

And I try to need you

0:49.0

But I couldn't feel touch

0:57.0

I make it harder, say it and miss you

1:11.0

You put your arms around my heart

1:17.0

And I'll tell you I'm sorry for dragging you down

1:22.0

This is my mind's just for the word

1:27.0

And I try to love you

1:33.0

But I couldn't love you now

1:38.0

And I try to need you

1:44.0

But I couldn't feel touch

1:50.0

You're burning me up

1:55.0

We're too bad for you

2:01.0

You're burning me up

2:06.0

We're too bad for you

2:15.0

And I try to love you

2:20.0

But I couldn't love me now

2:25.0

And I try to need you

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