I feel like when I go, yeah, I have an outer body experience. I feel like I'm not in my body when I'm going.

Do you know when it's just rage on mode, I feel like I just leave my body and it's just somewhat just comes in and I'm just

going, do you know what I mean? And until you just can't go on or more until the proper get you.

I'm a little sister, my mum, she basically, she just sold drugs, she sold draw.

Eight years old, I took a knife in school. I've gone, it's almost to be in year three, so I've

swinging this knife, swinging this knife. I want them kids where, you know, when you got angry,

crying, you scream. It's holding beatings, I just, you know, like, is bullying me in a sense because

I was a defenseless kid, you know what I'm saying? Like, I couldn't fight that man back. I've had a good

few beatings, but one beat, it's got the scat lead out of the bucket, tell me. And just give me a

scat lead, but like, you know what I'm saying? I've got lashes from all the way down my back.

Basically, I was out because I didn't have no home life, like I'm saying,

home life's just hectic. So I'm always on the streets, I had no money, so I had to go out rubbing

and stuff like that. I mean, I'm not proud of none of it, but I did it Street Robbery's knife point.

And I've seen them pulling out of the road onto the other side of this. I've come over the road,

not thinking straight, bounced the central version, drove out of my name. So they've got out,

they've walked the driver's window now with the axe, put the window through,

the axe has come through the window. They've chased me in car, I've jumped over this

light fence thing, I went, I've jumped, I've like snuck my ankle, they've hit me here in front of

my head of an axe, straight across the home. Obviously, there's my gun down. After when they've run

off and I were laid there, I thought, I might have said it to my mates and I'm gonna die.

Did the hospital tell you how many times you were chopped?

Yeah, they've recorded 57 wounds. 57 wounds. Yeah, 57 wounds, mate.

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