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Conspirituality

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Conspirituality

Derek Beres, Matthew Remski, Julian Walker

Spirituality, Social Sciences, Religion & Spirituality, Science, Philosophy, Society & Culture

4.22K Ratings

🗓️ 22 March 2021

⏱️ 8 minutes

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Summary

Julian recounts the wild and touching journey of four close friends in a self-directed spiritual group therapy session—super high on Ecstasy.Content Warning: this story includes accounts of traumatic events. -- -- --Support us on PatreonPre-order Conspirituality: How New Age Conspiracy Theories Became a Health Threat: America | Canada Follow us on Instagram | Twitter: Derek | Matthew | JulianOriginal music by EarthRise SoundSystem Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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0:00.0

This is a Glassbox Media Podcast.

0:08.5

Hello, Matthew here from the Conspirituality Podcast team.

0:12.5

The following is a sample of the bonus episode we produce every week for our Patreon subscribers.

0:18.8

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0:23.7

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0:29.2

Conspirituality. Thanks for listening and your support, which keeps us

0:34.0

ad-free and editorially independent.

0:41.9

I had a favorite guided relaxation non-dual awareness recording by a teacher I knew

0:47.8

who was in his late 60s. He had been with Rajneesh in the 80s. He called himself an aware

0:53.8

epist. So we started off lying down. Fireplace crackling, light-stimmed,

1:01.2

listening to Bernie's soothing voice as we waited for the pure MDMA capsules we had

1:08.0

ritually swallowed together to kick in.

1:14.1

You are a center of pure awareness with no separation between you and the world.

1:22.4

When you see a flower, you are that flower. Each moment is an opportunity to be filled with love

1:34.4

and light. There is no need to make life happen. Life is already living through you,

1:44.3

breathing you into existence right now. Just be the witness who observes the play of reality with

1:54.8

a soft smile in the world but not of it. One with all things yet identified with nothing.

2:07.1

Pure, radiant, free, undefineable, unbounded consciousness.

2:19.8

It starts with this incredible tingling surge of pleasurable warmth.

2:27.2

It's like all your muscles relax simultaneously and a sense of everything being perfectly okay,

2:33.1

beautiful and pleasurable washes over the whole world.

2:38.8

Really being tuned in to your body and deeply relaxed is a perfect entry point.

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