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Conspirituality

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Conspirituality

Derek Beres, Matthew Remski, Julian Walker

Spirituality, Social Sciences, Religion & Spirituality, Science, Philosophy, Society & Culture

4.2 • 2K Ratings

🗓️ 26 June 2023

⏱️ 8 minutes

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Summary

Today in our Listeners’ Stories installment, Lynn Short joins her partner Justin to discuss how they met, grew up in, and grew out of a branch of “Gnosis,” a theosophical cult founded in the 1950s by Samael Aun Weor in Columbia. Weor was a classic old-school spiritual pervert, with 60-plus (likely ghostwritten) books to his name, and a passion for meddling in his followers’ sex lives. Lynn and Justin describe what it was like to wake up to each other again—and to normal lives—after 17 years of practicing non-orgasmic sex and missionary work. A unique and hopeful look into a relationship that survived coercive influence—a bond that didn’t become a trauma bond. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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I get this feeling talking to you both that there's been a kind of normalcy restored to your lives, to maybe your sex lives, maybe there's a feeling that it's definitely less claustrophobic than when you're in the group and that you can just kind of be people together.

0:56.0

Kind of the way you met.

1:00.0

Is that accurate and what does it feel like?

1:04.0

We got together as a couple within the framework of that alchemical chastity thing.

1:10.0

It's been a new world since we left.

1:14.0

We're theory art or fifties and still learning new things about our bodies.

1:20.0

Wow, did that just happen?

1:22.0

That's awesome.

1:24.0

That's been exciting.

1:26.0

A little like teenagers.

1:28.0

Having a void open up in my life especially because I spent a ton of time preparing things in some way.

1:38.0

Oh, for Gnostic?

1:40.0

Yeah, and now I'm left without something to do.

1:44.0

I just went whole hog back into bikes.

1:48.0

The first thing I did was like a 700 mile mountain bike race.

1:52.0

That became a little consuming passion for me.

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