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🗓️ 17 December 2024
⏱️ 72 minutes
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0:00.0 | Hey folks, the following Soul Boom episode will discuss the topic of suicide. Conversations about suicide can be |
0:07.2 | really troubling or overwhelming for someone to listen to. If you or someone you know is thinking about suicide, |
0:12.7 | please call or text 988 to connect with the suicide and crisis lifeline. Train professionals are available 24-7 to provide support and guidance to help you. |
0:24.1 | You can also call your local county crisis line number or call 911. |
0:28.7 | You are not alone. |
0:30.3 | You're listening to So, Boo. |
0:33.8 | I did really believe in God, but that was a very scary thought when I was going to myself, because I was like, you're going to hell. |
0:41.3 | And that sucks. And I was so scared. So I held off for a while because I thought that I was going to go to hell. But then I came to terms with it. I guess I'm just burning in hell forever. |
0:36.3 | And then I laid in the bed and I read my Bible and I was like, please, God, I know I've just sinned, but please, I am begging you. |
0:42.9 | That was not fair. in hell forever. And then I laid in that bed and I read my Bible and I was like, please, |
0:54.6 | God, I know I've just sinned, but please, I am begging you. That was not fair of you to put me in this world. Take me out. Just take me back. I was so mad. I was like, God, please. I thought maybe I could convince him out of sending me to hell if I just told him. Because I feel like when I'm getting depressed, I'm not |
1:11.7 | seeing any positive further. I'm just looking right here right now. I'm sad and everything sucks |
1:17.7 | right here right now. That's the extent of my prayers. God, please take these thoughts out of my head and |
1:23.3 | you're real, so nothing matters. That's a real prayer. That's exactly how it works. |
1:27.9 | So every time I stop praying as much, I have to go back to it because I don't longer feel at peace. |
1:38.0 | Hey there, it's me, Rain Wilson, and I want to dig into the human experience. I want to have |
1:42.9 | conversations about a spiritual revolution. |
1:45.8 | Let's get deep with our favorite thinkers, friends, and entertainers about life, |
1:50.4 | meaning, and idiocy. |
1:52.8 | Welcome to the Soul Boom podcast. |
2:00.3 | Are you comfortable enough? Are you okay? |
2:03.0 | I feel like you think I'm not based on how you just analyzed my whole outfit and then said that. |
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