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dash offer dash terms. At one point in my trip in Cleveland, which is well documented in my first

book, you're wrong and you're ugly. It was two days after I started the partying on Friday night.

And I hadn't told Danielle yet why I wasn't coming home. And I had a little bit of drugs left in my

pocket. And I wanted to kill myself. Did that thought actually more through your mind?

More than a thought. I actually walked outside my hotel room.

I was staying on the 14th floor.

I walked to the very edge of the terrace.

And I was, what did you do it?

I was convinced that my life was basically over.

Here I am again.

I'll be back in trouble, back in rehab, lost this amazing opportunity.

More importantly, disappointed. My wife, my son wasn't born yet, back in rehab, lost this amazing opportunity. More importantly, disappointed my wife.

My son wasn't born yet, beautiful Gabriel, but Ava was.

And I went in my pocket to take out what I thought was the end of my drugs.

But I had two things in my pocket.

One was the drugs, the other was a keychain to my house in Tenafly, New Jersey.

And on the keychain, on the keychain was a picture of my daughter, Ava, who at the time was

about 18 months old. And when I reached for the drugs in my pocket, instead I took out the keychain.

And I looked at the picture, and I could have sworn Bill, she said to me,

Daddy don't do it.

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