Hello kids, this is Risk, the show where people tell true stories they never thought they

dare to share.

I'm Kevin Allyson and every Thursday we release these special episodes that we're calling

classic risk singles.

Each of these episodes features just one story from the past.

If you're new to risk, you should know that the podcast can be very uncensored.

This week a story that I first shared on the podcast in May of 2012, here's me now with

the story we call Beyond Kink Camp Part 2.

In the dream, I see his eye again right in front of mine and beautifully black like

outer space.

And I want to float into it like I've become so small again.

I might just fit in.

It does seem like we shape our lives to fit our stories like we're drawing and then redrawing

roadmaps to get to the endings that we're hoping for.

But with all that redrawing, we should also be re-asking.

What is the ending I'm hoping for?

See, as strange as it sounds, the sex I had with Zach reminded me how devoutly Catholic

I was as a kid.

That's when I learned the Greeks had a term for ordinary time.

That's cronos.

But for extraordinary moments, they called that chyrus.

Well, the early Christians picked up on this.

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