Fullicitations, it is me, Felicia Day, and this is my podcast. Welcome, it is June 27th when I'm

recording this, and it's the day before my birthday. So happy birthday to me! I hate my birthday. I hate my birthday and I realize there is a pattern of having really bad

depression around the week of my birthday and I'm feeling it. I actually am feeling it.

There's some things in my life that I'm dealing with now that I don't want to go into

that have contributed to being kind of depressed and super anxious. I can't sleep at night and and I think it's

think it's exacerbated by being my birthday,

which I don't really dread getting older, honestly.

Like I feel like I keep the face looking pretty good I don't go out in the sun I don't smoke or drink really I don't know what it is I think that the passage of time goes faster and faster and suddenly you feel like you're trying to grab

sand and it's just like, bye bye.

So I think having a kid also is exacerbating that because she is growing and becoming a person and is

exacerbating that because she is growing and becoming a person and every minute to her is like

eternity versus like I can barely keep up and I'm like whoa what happened to five

hours of my life?

Why was I on Twitter that long?

So I think I'm going to take the whole next week, you guys, Monday through Friday next week,

and just unplug because it's 4th of July.

Okay, let's celebrate a nation or a nation that we used to know.

Ugh.

That's also depressing politics, but you know what? I'm not getting into it I am getting

into the fact that all week I have been planning a live stream so if you've been

following me on Twitter or any of my things I've been I got active and I talked about it last

week and I'm really excited it's it's become a bit much bigger event the

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