Hi guys, welcome back to the blondest podcast.

I am your host, Savannah Boda.

And today I'm going to be doing a solo dolo podcast because I just want to talk to you guys,

just as girls or boys if you all are here.

That's okay too.

But I've been going through so much change in

my life lately and i feel like i'm like beginning this new chapter which is so terrifying but also so

exciting um it's crazy because i think you know you go these phases, especially like in your later 20s, early 30s, that you just reevaluate your life. And you take stock about what's working, what's not working, where you want to go. Like, shit gets more real. Um, I feel like my 20s like everything you know happened for me i became

a business owner i became a mother um i became a wife i became so many things and so much of

myself was given to others and filling everyone's buckets of who i'm supposed to be. And that's why, honestly,

if people like Samantha's been gone a lot and traveling, I have to get out of my bubble. I've

just had this itch to just leave and try to figure out who I am because when I'm home, like,

you know, I work for myself. So I'm constantly working or I'm

with my son. And I'm in meetings for, you know, companies that I'm working with and conferences that

I'm speaking at. And it's just like, I had to take a step back and be like every second of every day,

like I'm not able to figure out what's next like I'm so living

in the present but I want to be more future thinking and just see the bigger picture and kind of like

I guess bird's eye view like zoom out of this life like I feel like I'm so zoomed in right now

on everything that's happening and it's hard to take a bigger step back and like see the full picture of everything if that makes sense.

But I did a call with an astrologer and you guys know my beliefs. I've talked about this a million times and I love this astrologer because she incorporates God.

I'm a Christian and you know a lot of people are going to either hate this or love this

as everyone has their own beliefs and they're entitled to that. For me, everything is God, everything.

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