What's going on, guys? Hope you're having a great week. Earlier this week when I was working out,

I had a crazy thought. It was around this time. It's sunrise right now, and you can't see it,

but what I'm looking at is pink clouds, pink at the bottom and then like orangish at the top or or vice versa. I just see a

gradient of pink to orange on these clouds and it's very, very beautiful. And I mean, I'd seen this

before, but I was just working out in the garage and, you know, in between sets, I would like go

and look at the clouds. And this happens

when the sun is right about to pass the horizon, you know, and it's just truly beautiful that God

does something like this every day. And for all my life, I've struggled with unforgiveness.

And as I'm looking at how beautiful this is that God is

making this you know painting of colors every morning and then I started to think about just the

ugliness of the unforgiveness that I harbor in my heart towards others it made me come to the

realization that if I believe in a God

that can make such beautiful things, how can I hold on to things that are so ugly like

unforgiveness?

But not only that, if God who creates beautiful things like this every day, if that is what he makes, why would he hold on to

things that are so ugly? In fact, as I was just like, I was doing pull-ups and I was just like

looking around, I just started to think, okay, God, if I call myself a Christian, I need to, I need to

believe in the fact that I'm forgiven. I need to

believe in the fact that your son died for me so that I could be forgiven. And you forgave me of

horrible things. And if that's true, then you are a person that not only creates beautiful things

like this creation, but you're a person that doesn't hold on to

ugly things. God is so beautiful in his character. Why would he hold on to things that are

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