The weather. Tomorrow, expect a... Biting cold front. Mmm, how naughty. I wonder what I'll be wearing or taking off. The night will be wild and untamed. Expect heavy, lashing rain that'll soak you to the skin. By Monday, temperatures will rise slowly but surely reaching their peak in the afternoon.

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Sun Express, non-stop sunshine. Why did you do what you did? I mean, why did you want to kill your family?

I can go back and tell you why I felt so inadequate and why I felt that my parents didn't love me. And I recognize

so many of the errors now. There's a difference between an excuse and a reason. And I don't

try to make excuses for what I did. I try to, you can't. You can't make an excuse for this.

But yeah, there were things that happened that were reasons for it.

From what we hear from friends of the family and so on, you seem like you had very loving

parents who really gave you a lot.

Is there something that we just don't know?

Well, even from a very young age, I believe that what my parents loved was an idealized

version of me and that I kept telling myself

if I worked really hard and I succeeded that I would be that person but I knew in my

heart that I wasn't that person and I felt like if they knew who I really was that affection

would dry up and you can only go through that for so long before you start to bear a grudge against the people you think have set that high standard.

Did you love your family?

Did you love your brother, Kevin?

Yeah.

Yeah, absolutely.

I was envious.

He had so many of the qualities that I tried so hard for over the years.

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