You're a man of action. You live life to the fullest, embrace your fears, and boldly

charge your own path. When life knocks you down, you get back up one more time, every time.

You are not easily deterred or defeated. Rugged, resilient, strong. This is your life. This is who you are.

This is who you will become. At the end of the day, and after all is said and done,

you can call yourself a man.

Hey, what's up, man? Great to see you. Good to have you back. I think I ran it.

I think I ran solo last week. I think you don't even solo or wish on the week before.

I don't know how it all gets mixed up on. No, you were just so out of it last week.

You just don't even remember that we had a conversation together.

That's right. You know, it's funny. Actually, people,

I had so many people ask if I was drunk or high when I did the AMA last week and when I did the

Friday field notes. And the answer is I was high. I was high on prescription medication.

It was the week from hell. Look, I don't want to complain. I really don't, but I do want to say this

that sometimes life is just going to kick you in the dick and you just kind of have to take it

and adjust. So I think I told you I had that panic attack, which I'd never had before. Did I

mention that? Yep. Yep. We talked. We didn't talk about online. We talked about it before we

did. Okay. So yeah. So I didn't tell anybody, I guess online, I had a panic attack. I didn't know

if I was having a heart attack or I didn't know what was going on. But I had my kids and I was

driving and I was about to go through the Jimmy John's line and I was going to I was going to take

him and get some food. Normally I'd make him dinner. I'd cook dinner for him. But I'm like,

guys, I can't cook. I'm not feeling it tonight. So we're in the Jimmy John's line and I'm light headed.

I'm like heart rates accelerating. I'm like, what the world is going on? So I called their mom and

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