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🗓️ 1 August 2012
⏱️ 59 minutes
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0:00.0 | To begin with a story after the Buddha's enlightenment, after his night under the Bodhi |
0:22.1 | tree, he spent some time walking around and people would meet with him and see that he looked |
0:29.2 | very, he had a glow. He looked very bright and very peaceful and a lot of interest in, |
0:37.2 | you know, who is this guy? And they'd ask him, they'd say, who are you? And his response, |
0:42.4 | they'd say, are you a healer? No. You know, are you a saint? No. You know, are you in some, |
0:50.0 | some way a master or a contemplative? No. You know, he'd answer no to, are you a holy man? No. |
0:56.8 | And finally, his response was this, I am awake. Just that, I am awake. |
1:07.1 | And what I love about this story is if we ask ourselves about the moments in our life when we |
1:17.1 | feel perhaps most happy or peaceful or inwardly free. And then we say, well, in those moments, |
1:25.5 | you know, when we're really feeling that kind of ease, what's our sense of who we are? And we're |
1:33.2 | not going to go and say, well, I'm a professional did at the dare and we're not going to go and say, |
1:38.4 | well, you know, I'm a social activist or I'm a Buddhist or I'm a Latino or we don't, that's not where |
1:43.7 | our minds go. Because we're living in a sense of being that's broader than any identity we can name. |
1:54.9 | Like the Buddha, there's a wakeful openness, a heart field, a space, a tenderness, but it's |
2:03.8 | narrowing to come up with an identity. So in contrast, when we're very upset, when we're angry, |
2:13.9 | when we're reactive, when we're playing out an addiction, if that question comes up, who am I? |
2:20.2 | The sense of self is very small, very solid. And in those moments pretty identified as a wanting |
2:26.8 | self or a fearful self or an addicted self or whatever, but we're very solid. And the other |
2:35.1 | characteristic is there's a sense of separateness. And when we're in a strong, reactive, |
2:42.2 | unpleasant emotional state, always with that, we might not be noticing it, but we feel very alone. |
2:48.4 | We feel very much like we're here in the world's way out there, separateness. |
2:54.3 | From the Judeo-Christian, the myth of our part of this world, we're kicked out of the garden in those |
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