Hey, everyone. Welcome to Roseprix. It's me, Stephanie Wilder Taylor and Sustley Nobler. Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello. How are you feeling today?

Like mentally, emotionally about Zach or physically about just Zach, because sometimes, you know, I get all I get all hot and bothered about him. Sometimes I get myself worked up into like it. I want to say a titty. I don't know if that's a word.

I think it's tizzy. Isn't there also a titty? Can I be titty? Can we make the word titty a word?

Isn't tithing when you give money to the church? But that's what I do. See what happens is Zach gets me so hot that I just give money to the church. I'm like, how can I express how hot I am for Zach? I will go down to the nearest whatever a piscopalian church.

A piscopalian. Have the piscopalians get hurt. I just feel like Baptist. Yeah, I guess about all of them. Honestly, I don't want to just choose one. I choose all of them. I go there.

Like who are the ones that want the like need money? What do we think is all of us? What is Zach? I wonder what he's like a basic Christian. Is there is there a basic Christian?

Well, Lutherans its own thing. I don't know. I don't know what like. Okay, this is something to find out since I don't know if you know this, but Zach and I are we're getting kind of serious.

I know there's a whole show that we're watching and we talk about the show and whatever, but like.

Did you guys make an agreement? Just done.

What happened? He looked at his eyes real tight. He's like, I love you.

I find myself. I find myself thinking about how and I shouldn't do this. I'm going to preface this was saying I shouldn't do this, but I find myself thinking.

What are our audience members going to think of my attitude towards Zach? Are they going to go, wow, you're so angry.

But I really don't enjoy him.

I don't think you're alone here. And today when we talk about this episode, we're going to go on a little bit of a roller coaster for me because I know you don't enjoy you have a very clear understanding of how you feel about Zach.

My feelings change every five minutes because I know I knew that beat like I want this to work.

I want this journey. I believe in this journey. I'm here for the right reasons.

Are you looking for your best friend or no? I'm not looking for. I think that's the problem. That might be where that's my downfall.

I'm not looking for my best friend. I am looking for a journey to love and my soulmate.

I do want to soulmate. I do not want a best friend.

And I don't know if I'm here for the reasons now that we talk about it.

I think these people have really low expectation of best friend. Like they're trying to make best friendship happen. And that's just that's not how romance works exactly.

You can be friends. But as you have said many, many times and I agree with you 100% like you should have a best friend. This is not friendship finder.

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