You have to be happy with yourself. You have to have hope in your heart that you're going to find someone who's going to love you just the way you deserve to be loved.

Not fair that that person you were with was not able to give you all the love you deserve and it's not fair that person made you feel like you didn't deserve the type of love that you wanted.

We all deserve to be loved and there's always going to be someone out there for us is going to love us exactly the way we're meant to be loved.

Hi, baddies. And welcome to another episode of Too Tired to Be Crazy with me the one and only.

No one loves me more than I love me. Violet Benson.

I'm totally kidding. I'm having the worst day ever. So I'm just trying to make jokes. You know, for time everything's fine. I had an allergy attack.

Eyes under eyes swelled up so bad so freaking bad and you know why I didn't by the way I didn't even start the stuff as a proper but it's okay.

It's because as much as I love giving advice, I hate talking about my problems. So I don't know if you're like me by I internalize everything.

And then when things happen, I'm always like it's fine. It's not a big deal. And then I just try to, you know, to go on with my life in a positive way because I just believe that I don't want negative emotions in my life.

And so I just push the negative emotions away and I'll be like, it's fine. Everything's fine. You know, onward only onward for me.

And you know what's up happening? My body gets sick because my body cannot carry all of those negative emotions because I need to unpack them. That is literally why we go to therapy. That is literally why tell you guys go to therapy.

That is literally why I have this podcast to help you guys feel good. And then I always neglect myself. And I feel like this conversation happens with you guys, my BFFs, my bodies.

Literally every couple of months or like every other month, I'm like, hey guys, I never told you what I was depressed. By the way, I was I'm not feeling depressed this time.

But I think I was taking on a lot of emotional reckoning, holding it all in. And then finally, my body just said, bitch, I've had enough of you.

You only have one body and you do not respect me. So I am going to just make your life the worst. And you know what what my body did to me last night. I had a dick appointment.

Yeah. Well, I had to cancel my dick appointment after I shaved my whole body, including my booty hole. Yeah, you know, I love talking about my booty hole.

I've seen some comments saying like, dude, will she ever stop talking about her but hold. I don't think so because it's my favorite hole. Okay.

I like, I like my mouth hole too. Actually, my vagina hole is pretty chill too, but it's been pretty unused. As you know, haven't had sex in a year and a half.

No, a year and some months. My Adorel just kicked it. Sorry, I'm losing it.

So anyway, last night as well, so I have a dick appointment. Finally, I said, fork this. I need to get laid. It's good for my health. I want to take care of my health. And it's good to have orgasms, not just by yourself, but with someone else too.

Especially if it's someone you're not trying to date because you know how I say if you're trying to date somebody, don't suck their dick. If you're not trying to date that person, I mean, don't suck their dick until you're exclusive. And it's you're the only girl sucking his dick.

But if you're not trying to date this person and you just want to get get it in, get yours, get that dick. And that's what I was planning on doing.

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