You're listening to Heaving Buzhams, the podcast where two best friends recap romance novels,

while shuddering at high school memories and loving Manny's bumbling acceptance.

You're going to love what we love and do what I love.

Stack our shells with the crunchies out. Shad up on the rooftop. Black our best life. Hey, HB's.

When we left you yesterday, Tanner had just realized that the most important

piece of Sebastian's identity, the part on which he centers himself, is his identity

as a faithful Mormon. Understandably, he's not sure where that leaves him or their relationship.

That's where we're jumping in.

Here's part two of our recap of autobiography by Christina Lauren.

Love it out of love.

Love it out of love. So they're struggling. Oh. So they are struggling because Sebastian is now struggling for the first time with this entire.

Sorry.

And Tanner has been like, hey, FYI, I decided just to scrap the book and I'm writing something new.

And so Sebastian's like, oh, great.

It's like this load off of Sebastian's shoulders.

And he's like, I'll still, I'll help you edit it.

I'll, yeah, I know you're behind because of this.

Like, send me chapters and I'll give you feedback.

And he, meanwhile, this book about he and Sebastian is still just pouring out of him.

And now it's this like lie that he's told and he doesn't really know what to do about it.

And he's starting to look down the barrel of like how much of the semester is left.

And he's trying to figure out what to do because if he turns in part of the book,

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