Hello, hello, hello, hello, I love you guys. Welcome back to Save Notsoft. I am your host, Emmy Moore, and welcome, if this is your first time. Hello, this is going to be a completely different episode than the rest of the

episodes I already have. So if you're here today, you're here for a special one.

But yeah, this podcast called Saved Not Soft and basically what that means is

that this is not a soft journey. This is heart. How do you navigate being a Christian? How do you deny

yourself? How do you take up your cross every day that's what we talk about on the show and like I said today's gonna be a different. I don't necessarily I know why my

phone's on but I don't really got notes I just kind of have like points I want to hit. I don't know how to start this off except for just kind of talking and being vulnerable.

The past like two months have been hitting me way harder.

I feel like I've kind of had this domino effect of like things happening and things changing in my life things which I'm blessed for and then other things where I'm having a hard time

navigating it and as a leader I feel like it's really important to humble myself

before you guys, the audience who listens and watches and

praise over me and communicate with you guys, you know, what's going on

through my head, what God is telling me how was God working in my life

right now because it's like the things that I teach on here is all stuff that I've already learned and I'm continuously applying and

reapplying but like what about the things I'm working on right now and the things

that are going great in my life and then the things that just

full-on suck and I kept going blank on like a topic for this week and this isn't like a last resort. I truly

believe that the reason why I couldn't think or pull myself together to make a

podcast episode is because God's like you just need to go before my people and just show humility.

And like Tim Ross says, like vulnerability is a superpower and I believe that's something I've always been able

to communicate very clearly is how I feel what I'm thinking with like no filter. I feel like I'm very, very straight up about how I think what's going on,

what I've been doing negatively and positively.

Did that make sense?

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