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I was so worried that back like six months ago when we were saying, talking about masculine and feminine energy,

and I was essentially admitting, like, I would love to be a stay-at-home mother and garden.

And now I say love with a little bit of ease and wiggle room because I know that being a stay-at-home parent,

stay-at-home person is a very hard job.

Running a household requires so much physical and emotional energy that now I'm in a place where I'm questioning,

I don't know if I want to be a mom.

Because as I get closer and peek in the door because all my friends have babies and it's like

what is this like I'm like wait a second none of it looks glamorous anymore maybe my hormones are

getting into premenopause and And I'm like, no.

I'm only 34 for those listening.

I don't think, I don't think parenthood is one of those things that's supposed to just be bliss and amazing.

You don't, like there is no glam to it.

There never will be.

I think the coolest part is when you create a human that then goes out and does something phenomenal in the world for themselves and others.

Then at 30 years later, then you're like, that was all worth it.

Yeah. But I don't know if there's anyone who would be like, it's worth it every single day of every single week.

Yeah.

It's hard.

It's work.

It's really hard.

Your voice sounds so sad.

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