I know London people pay a lot of money to get high out there and I've got a

gang support in a gun to my head telling him he's going to kill my cousin if I

don't come up with the ten bags. Do you get me? Just I mean Top Boy alone was amazing, but it's what the show has done.

It ended as a brilliant show and everyone had been talking about it.

I think now it's kind of, it's gone further than that. If we do this we're back broke back on top.

And I think everyone's idea including Jake was just like don't try and fix it.

You want to sell food, you sell my food.

It just feels like everyone's watching it.

It's in weird ways it is a bit like a documentary.

I mean, is that ultimately a name of what you guys are trying to do with this show.

What you're trying to do is give that environment

in this realist form, and it's an everyday battle

for a lot of these kids to get up and not know

if someone looks at them wrong,

are they gonna be starved, is it gonna be this, it going to be that?

That mind mess can make you do some really crazy shit.

And I know because I went and got my gun.

It just came became a real intense hostile environment for me where I lived. I became a recluse. I didn't want to leave my house without a gun.

Like looking back now is mental health,

there's all sorts of stuff mixing to that.

I didn't really have the, I didn't tell my mom about it.

She didn't know about all that stuff was going on until I was arrested.

...