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Ashamed of Being a Woman w/ Sarabeth Kapusta, survivor - S5E4pt2

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Religion & Spirituality

4.8566 Ratings

🗓️ 15 April 2020

⏱️ 62 minutes

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Summary

Earlier in the season, Rachel spoke with Cyndy Rudd: a mother who fought to free her daughter from not one, but two cultic situations. This week we hear the inside story from her daughter, Sarabeth. Sarabeth grew up in a cult for 25 years before falling into another group masquerading as a Baptist church. In both groups, members were not allowed to question authority because that would be challenging God's word. Her faith in scripture was used to convince her to move in with several other young women and live above the pastor's garage. Sarabeth also talks about a phenomenon she has experienced in both groups idealizing submissive women: the requirement to grow up and support the men by being a stay-at-home daughter. With the mind of an attorney and educator, she was able, in retrospect, to decode her manipulator and realize that both cults were using scripture out of context to create fear and control. Stay tuned, Before You Go: How cult leaders and narcissists warp your intentions and turn your true character and innocent nature into something seen as sinister. Rachel opens up about one of her own experiences. Next week mother and daughter sit down together to have a conversation they've never had before. Listen to Cyndy's story, "No Match for a Mother's Love": https://soundcloud.com/indoctrinationshow/cyndy Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands

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0:00.0

Welcome to indoctrination, a weekly conversation series about protecting yourself from systems of control.

0:11.1

I'm your host, Rachel Bernstein.

0:13.8

Sarah Beth Kapusta is a second-generation survivor of more than 25 years of abuse, with an occult masquerading as a Baptist church.

0:24.9

After her escape, she learned that shame cannot survive the power of love,

0:31.0

and has spent the last seven years rebuilding her life, reuniting with estranged family, and also becoming an attorney.

0:41.7

She's an advocate at heart who desires to give a voice to the voiceless among us.

0:48.2

Here's Sarabath now.

0:59.6

I want to be able to welcome Sarabath today. It was fortuitous that you got in contact with me.

1:03.9

And then I was able to have a conversation with your mom on the show, Cindy Rudd, who told her perspective and then having been able to

1:16.9

come out of her situation and reconnect with her kids. I know that you had initially been in

1:24.9

contact and I've been wanting to speak with you. So I'm really glad

1:28.4

to have you on the show today and we're going to be doing it in an interesting way where first

1:34.6

I'm going to speak with you and then your mom is going to join the conversation, which will be

1:39.6

for the upcoming episode. And so welcome. I'd love for you to just introduce yourself. I am Sarah Beth

1:47.3

Capusta. And I live in Virginia. I currently am working in curriculum development for an online school,

1:58.8

which is interesting. But I was and would like to continue to be an attorney.

2:05.4

We moved from the state of Maryland just a few months ago. And unfortunately, I do not have the Virginia

2:11.6

Bar. So that is kind of the next thing on my list is to get license in the state where I live, but for now, I've

2:18.3

reverted back to my background in education. So we're developing curriculum for middle school and

2:27.2

high school English and foreign languages. But anyways, most interestingly, I grew up in a cult and that is, that is my story in a nutshell.

2:38.6

Um, and the last seven years, I got out seven years ago, have been full of interesting, uh, healing and discovery and understanding of what actually happened over those years and lots of

2:52.7

restoration of relationships and and just knowing even who I am probably getting to know

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