Man, I'm just a fucking, I'm a punk kid, grew up in San Diego, and then I was fucking

little cholo, I want to be shit, and then I had a fucking kid when I was 16.

I ain't supposed to be here right now.

I ain't supposed to be doing that on this shit.

I'm in the fucking army, I'm an officer, I'm in the fucking Mexican officer at that.

Come on, man.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And then this happened, but I had those values, man, that's just what it is, it's in me.

I've been fighting my whole life, and it's just that something that's been publicized.

Understood.

For me, it's all about just getting in there and making sure the right thing happens.

Listen, I fuck up a lot, but my big thing was, you know, integrity, when you say that

like you've been a fighter your whole life, when you say like, hey man, I just a guy went

to a club, like when you say I've been kind of doing this my whole life, would you say

that there was an angle, because look for whatever it's worth, you know, when I was young,

I found myself in a bunch of trouble too, and there's a big period in my life where now

I was finding myself sort of in a lot of street fights, especially with the guys that I grew

up with.

And, you know, I think we look back at our lives sometimes with a lens that paints a picture

of a narrative that we like to build for ourselves.

Yeah.

But I guess my question for you is, do you feel like you sort of, this idea of doing the

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