There's a couple things, but I would just, I would say, why are you trying to numb yourself?

Is it, do you like yourself better when you're under the influence?

Problem. Are you able to relax more when you're under the influence?

Problem. Because you're taking away from the fact that there's a better solution to all of this.

Podcast guest today, the one and only, Chad. One of my favorite guests.

So I'm getting so giddy when you come. It's exciting to be here. You've switched some things up.

I have. Sitting on this side now. Yeah. I still recognize you. It's mostly by your voice,

though. I'm not used to seeing this side of you. Yeah. Because of the second camera,

I'm just trying to make adjustments. You asked me earlier why I make adjustments. And I said,

usually it's because of the problem. Most of the things in my life are innovated from problems.

You're a visionary. There's, yeah, you're always getting better, which is cool.

Good. I'll take that. I'll take that as a compliment. And you are, the reason I love you as a

guest is because, first of all, you're just, you're just a good human being. There's just a good dude.

And if I had something going on in my life, a question, I'm so glad that I have you in my life

to bounce that off of. If I said, hey, Chad, I got to talk about something. Could we meet for coffee?

You'd be like, how's three o'clock? Absolutely. And I think that that's such a benefit to have

that that kind of person on this podcast where we can go through these questions and walk through

it as if we're living it with them. That's really what we're doing. And if anyone wants to email,

you could email GraingerSmithPodcast at gmail.com. That's where I'm getting these questions from.

And you're, you've been on here so much that I actually have a lot of questions that are for you.

Okay. That are for Chad, specifically, and that's in the subject line. And I'm going to,

let me try to find, I was going to find like an easy one to get into. Probably this one.

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