Welcome to Rachel Uncensored, one of the few places on the internet that you can find an uncensored version of me.

Hello, I'm Rachel Ballinger, and welcome back to another solo episode.

I know I said last week that Abby would be on this week.

I lied. What are you going to do about it? She will be on next week. She is, she is not an internet personality, y'all.

It takes a lot out of her to do an episode, a full episode. She is just not born for it.

All right. She is not an entertainer. She's a lover and a fighter, not of me, but for human rights.

But she is not an entertainer. She loves doing these podcasts so much,

but she gets nervous. She gets stressed out, even though you guys all welcome her with open arms.

And I absolutely love that. She said she would do it. And I said, you want to wait until next week?

She said, yeah. I was like, okay. I never force her. She'll always do it if I ask, but I never want to put a sour taste in her mouth. She just give me another week. She's like, yeah. I never force her. She'll always do it if I ask,

but I never want to put a sour taste in her mouth. She just give me another week. I'll be good for

next week. I don't know why she gets nervous. She just does. Some people have this desire to be

in front of the camera and some don't. And she's a she's a don't, which is crazy because of my job,

but also a part of what I

love about her, because she ain't in this for the fame or the glory, y'all. She's in it because she

loves me and I give her arm scratches. By the way, I'm engaged still. If you missed, I don't know

where you've been the last two weeks, some people, you know,

disappear for a couple weeks. I got engaged to my beautiful now fiancee. Very happy. Everything's

been great. I think all of the engagement things have settled. We told everybody. We told the

internet. Two of our friends threw us a beautiful

engagement party. I think we've done it all. And now it is time for the wedding planning,

even though we've kind of already been doing that. I said this on SaaS. I don't know if we

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