It's no secret to you if you've listened to this podcast or now watched it for any period of time that I

Said I hate pharma. I have family members who work in pharma and they're good people. I believe that the

pharmaceutical industry is the single most evil industry in the world and that's

saying a lot because there's the pornography industry and oh look they make

money with pharma giving people STDs or leading to people getting them

Transing kids or living to kids being trans.

I think pharmaceutical companies and the pharma of the industry has become evil because of a sin issue and the sin issue is coveting they

covet more and more and more and I think America has fallen victim to this because

of course why turn to the things God gave us for health?

It is far better to exercise to address depression than it is to take pills. In fact, it's far more effective.

In fact, you may not know this. I think though most of you do, because we've been together

such a long time, thank God you probably know that I had decided at a

point to kill myself and it was very clear to me that I needed to do this and it was so clear that I called my mom and

said hey I got to share something with you I've decided to kill myself here's why And I laid out this case to her that it's just not

going to get better. And my mom just great, great wisdom. She said something to me so important. She said, is this an action you need to take today?

Or could you wait a week? Could you make it a week? Yeah, I can make it a week. She immediately because she

couldn't do it. Called my dad and my sister and they both flew to Salt Lake City

Utah that night and showed up at my workplace and announced

the next morning. And they had already told all my friends, we're here because Todd says he's going to kill himself. They told everybody. Smart. And my dad

and sister said we're staying until this is corrected.

Now you know what's weird?

About 10 or 15 days before that, after three sessions with a psychiatrist I was snacking on Prozac.

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