Music Welcome to Snewscast, the podcast design to help you fall asleep. Find us at snoozecast.com and if you enjoy our show, please share us with a friend. This episode is brought to you by the Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. Tonight we'll read the 8th chapter to Anne of Green Gables, the classic 1908 novel by Lucy Madman Gummary. This chapter is titled, Anne's Bringing Up Is Begun. In the last episode, Marilla begins her program of moral and social education for Anne at bedtime. Anne expresses a distaste for God due to the insult of purposely giving her red hair. Marilla encourages Anne to create her own spontaneous prayer. Anne's prayer is full of flowery speech regarding her hopes for green gables to become her home and to become pretty when she grows

up, she ends the prayer by saying, yours respectfully and surely. Where it resolves to send A to Sunday school as soon as possible. Let's get cozy. Close your eyes. Relax your body into the softness of your bed. Now take a few deep breaths. a and bringing up his begun. Chapter 8. Anne's Bringing Up Is Begun. For reasons best known to herself, Marilla did not tell Anne that she was to stay at Green Gables until the next afternoon. the forenoon, she kept the child busy with various tasks and watched over her with a keen eye while she did them. By noon, she had concluded that Anne was smart and obedient, willing to work and quick to learn. Her most serious shortcomings seemed to be a tendency to fall into daydreams in the middle of a task and forget all about it until such time as she was sharply recalled to earth by a reprimand or a catastrophe.

When Anne had finished washing the dinner dishes, she suddenly confronted Marilla with the air and expression of one desperately determined to learn the worst. Her thin little body trembled from head to foot. Her face flushed, and her eyes dilated, until they were almost black. She clasped her hands tightly, and said in an unbloring voice, Oh, please, Miss Cuthbert, won't you tell me if you are going to send me away or not? I've tried to be patient all the morning, but I really feel that I cannot bear not knowing any longer. It's a dreadful feeling. Please tell me. Hmm. You haven't sculpted the dishcloth and clean hot water as I told you to do? Send Marilla, immovably. Just go and do it before you ask any more questions, Anne. Anne went and attended to the dishcloth, then she returned to Marilla and fastened employing eyes of the latter's face. Well, said Marilla, unable to find any excuse for deferring her explanation longer. I suppose I might as well tell you, Matthew and I have decided to keep you. That is, if you will try to be a good little girl and show yourself grateful, my child, whatever is the matter. I'm crying. Sit in. In a tone of bewilderment. I can't think why. I'm glad as glad can be. Oh, glad doesn't seem the right word at all. I was glad about the white way and the cherry blossoms put this. It's something more than glad. I'm happy. I'll try to be so good. It'll be uphill work, I expect. From Mrs. Thomas often told me I was desperately wicked. However, I'll do my very best. But can you Tell me why I'm crying. Hmm, I suppose it's because you're all excited and worked up. Sant Marilla, disapprovingly. Sit down on that chair and try to calm yourself. I'm afraid you both cry and laugh far too easily. Yes, you can stay here and we will try to do right by you. You must go to school, but it's only a fortnight till vacation, so it isn't worthwhile for you to start before it opens again in September. What am I to call you? Ask Dan, shall I always say Miss Cuthbert? Can I call you Aunt Marilla? No. You'll just call me plain Marilla. I'm not used to being called Miss Cuthbert, and it would make me nervous. It sounds awfully disrespectful to just say, Marilla, protested I guess there'll be nothing disrespectful in it if you're careful to speak respectfully. Everybody, young and old, and avidly, calls me Marilla, except the minister. He says Miss Cuthbert. Well, when he thinks of it. I'd love to call you Aunt Marilla, said Anne, wistfully. I've never had an aunt or any relation at all, not even a grandmother. It would make me feel as if I really belonged to you. Can't I call you Aunt Marilla? No.

I'm not your aunt. And I don't believe in calling people names that don't belong to them. But... But we could imagine you were my aunt. I couldn't.

Send Marilla, grimly. Do you never imagine things different from what they really are? Asked Anne, why died? No. Oh, Andrew a long breath. Oh, miss, Marilla. How much you miss? I don't believe in imagining things different from what they really are. Redorted Marilla. When the Lord puts us in certain circumstances, He doesn't mean for us to imagine them away. And that reminds me. Go into the sitting room and be sure your feet are clean and don't let any flies in. And bring me out the illustrated card that's on the mantelpiece. The Lord's Prayer is on it, and you'll devote your spare time this afternoon to learning it off by heart. There's to be no more of such praying as I heard last night. I suppose I was very awkward, said in apologetically. But then you see, I'd never had any practice. You couldn't really expect a person to pray very well the first time she tried. Could you? I thought out a splendid prayer after I went to bed, just as I promised you I would. It was nearly as long as a minister's and so poetical. But would you believe it? I couldn't remember one word when I woke up this morning, and I'm afraid I'll never be able to think out another one as good. Somehow things never are so good when they're thought out a second time. Have you ever noticed that? Here is something for you to notice, Anne. And I tell you to do a thing, I want you to obey me at once, and not stand stock still and discourse about it. Just you go and do as I bid you. Anne promptly departed for the sitting room across the hall, she failed to return. After waiting ten minutes, Marilla laid down her knitting and marched after her with a grim expression. She found an standing motionless before picture hanging on the wall between the two windows with her eyes a star with daydreams. The white and green light strained through apple trees and clustering vines outside fell over the wrapped little figure with a half unearthly radiance. Anne, whatever are you thinking of? Demanded Marilla sharply, Anne came back to earth with a start. That, she said, pointing to the picture, a rather vivid chromo entitled Christ Blessing Little Children. And I was just imagining I was one of them, that I was the little girl in the blue dress, standing off by herself in the corner,

as if she didn't belong to anybody. Like me, she looks lonely and sad. Don't you think? I guess she hadn't any father or mother of her own. But she wanted to be blessed too. So she just crept shily up on the outside of the crowd, hoping nobody would notice her, except him. I'm sure Here I know just how she felt. Her heart must have beat, and her hands must have got cold, like mine did, when I asked you if I could stay. She was afraid he might notice her, but it's likely Only he did, don't you think? I've been trying to imagine it all out. Her edging little nearer all the time until she was quite close to him, and then he would look at her and put his hand on her hair, and all, such a thrill of joy as would run over her. But I wish the artist hadn't painted him so sorrowful looking. All his pictures are like that if you've noticed. But I don't believe he could really have looked so sad, where the children

would have been afraid of him." Anne said Marilla, wondering why she had not broken into this speech long before. You shouldn't talk that way. It's a reverent, positively a reverent. And's eyes marveled. Why, I felt just as reverent as could be. I'm sure I didn't mean to be a reverent. Well, I don't suppose you did, but it doesn't sound right to talk so familiar about such things. And another thing, Anne, when I send you after something you're to bring it at once and not fall into moaning and imagining before pictures. Remember that. Take that card and come right to the kitchen. Now sit down in the corner and learn that prayer by heart. and set the card up against the jug full of apple blossoms, she had brought in to decorate the dinner table. Marilla had eyed that decoration but had said nothing. to turn up to her chin on her hands and fell to studying it intently for several silent minutes. I like this. She announced at length. It's beautiful. I've heard it before. I heard the superintendent of the asylum Sunday school say it over once, but I didn't like it then. He had such a cracked voice and he prayed it so mournfully. I really felt sure he thought praying was a disagreeable duty. This is in poetry, but it makes me feel just the same way poetry does. Our father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, that it's just like a line of music. Oh, I'm so glad you thought of making me learn this, Miss. Marilla, while learn it and hold your tongue, said Marilla, shortly. and tip the vase of apple blossoms near enough to bestow a soft kiss on a pink-cuffed bud and then studied diligently for some moments longer. Marilla, she demanded presently. Do you ever think that I shall ever have a bosom friend in Avonley? Oh, what kind of friend? A bosom friend, an intimate friend, you know, a really kindred spirit to whom I can confide my innmost soul. I have dreamed of meeting her all my life. I never really supposed I would, but so many of my loveliest dreams have come true all at once, that perhaps this one will too. Do you think it's possible? Diana Barry lives over at orchard's slope, and she's about your age. She's a very nice little girl, and perhaps she will be a playmate for you when she comes home. She's visiting her aunt over at Carmody just now. You'll have to be careful how you behave yourself, though. Mrs. Berry is a very particular woman. She won't let Diana play with any little girl who is nice and good. And looked at Marilla through the apple blossoms. Her eyes look glow with interest. What is Diana like? Her hair isn't red, is it? Oh, I hope not. It's bad enough to have red hair myself, but I positively couldn't endure it in a bosom friend. Diana is a very pretty little girl. She has black eyes, and hair, and rosy cheeks, and she is good and smart, which is better than being pretty. burrila was fawned of morals as the Duchess in Wonderland and was firmly convinced that one should be tacked on to every remark made to a child who was being brought up. But Anne waived the moral inconsequently aside and seized only on the delightful possibilities before it. Oh, I'm so glad she's pretty. Next to being beautiful oneself, and that's impossible in my case, it would be best to have a beautiful bosom friend. When I lived with Mrs. Thomas, she had a bookcase in her sitting room with glass doors.

There weren't any books in it. Mrs. Thomas kept her best china and her preserves there. When she had any preserves to keep, one of the doors was broken. Mr. Thomas smashed it one night, when he was slightly intoxicated. But the other was whole, and I used to pretend that my reflection in it was another little girl who lived in it. I called her Katie Maurice, and we were very intimate. I used to talk to her by the hour, especially on Sunday and tell her everything. Katie was the comfort and consolation of my life. We used to pretend that the bookcase was enchanted and that if I only knew the spell, I could open the door and step right into the room where Katie Marie slipped instead of endomus's tomas' shelves of preserves in China.

And then Katie would have taken me by the hand and led me out into a wonderful place, all flowers and sunshine and fairies. And we would have lived there, happy, forever after. When I went to live with Mrs. Hammond, it just broke my heart to leave Katie. She felt it dreadfully too. I know she did. She was crying when she kissed me goodbye through the bookcase store. There was no bookcase at Mrs. Hammons. But just up the river a little way from the house. There was a long green little valley and the lovelveliest echo lived there. And I'd go back every word you said, even if you didn't talk a bit loud. So I imagined that it was a little girl called Violetta, and we were great friends. And I loved her almost as well as I loved Katie. Not quite but almost you know. The night before I went to the asylum I said goodbye to Violetta and all. Her goodbye came back to me in such sad, sad tones. I had become so attached to her that I hadn't the heart to imagine a friend at the Asylum, even if there had been any scope for imagination there. I think it's just as well there wasn't. Said Marilla, dryly. I don't approve of such goings on. You seem to have believed your own imaginations. It will be well for you to have a real life friend to put such nonsense out of your head. But don't let Mrs. Barry hear you talking about your Katie Marises and your Violet-as, or she'll think you tell stories. Oh, I won't. I couldn't talk of them to everybody. Their memories are too sacred for that. But I thought I'd like to have you know about them. Oh, look. Here's a big bead just tumbled out of an apple blossom. Just think what a lovely place to live. In an apple blossom. Fancy going to sleep in it when the wind was rocking it. If I wasn't a human girl, I think I'd like to be a bee and live among the flowers. Yesterday you wanted to be a seagull, sniffed Marilla. I think you are very fickle-minded. I told you to learn that prayer and not talk, but it seems impossible for you to stop talking if you've got anybody that will listen to you. So go up to your room and learn it. Oh, I know it pretty nearly all now. All but just the last line. Well, never mind. Do as I tell you. Go to your room and finish learning it well and stay there until I call you down to help me get tea. Can I take the apple blossoms with me for company? Pleated Anne. No, you don't want your room cluttered up with flowers. You should have left them on the tree in the first place. I did feel a little that way too, said Anne. I kind of felt I shouldn't shorten their lovely lives by picking them. I wouldn't want to be picked if I were an apple blossom, but the temptation was irresistible. What do you do when you meet with an irresistible temptation?

And did you hear me tell you to go to your room?

And sighed, retreated to the East Gable and sat down in a chair by the window. There, I know this prayer. I learned that last sentence coming upstairs. Now I'm going to imagine things into this room so that they'll always stay imagined. The floor is covered with a white velvet carpet, with pink roses all over it, and there are pink silk curtains at the windows. The walls are hung with gold and silver tapestry. The furniture is mahogany. I never saw any mahogany, but it does sound so luxurious. This is a couch, all heaped with gorgeous silk incustions, pink and blue, and crimson, and gold. And I am reclining gracefully on it. I can see my reflection in that splendid big mirror hanging on the wall. I am tall and regal, clad in a gown of trailing white lace with a pearl cross necklace and pearls in my hair.

My hair is of midnight darkness and my skin is a clear ivory bowler.

My name is the lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. No, it isn't. I can't make that seem real. She danced up to the little looking glass and peered into it. Her pointed freckled face and solemn grey eyes peered back at her. Your only hand of green gables, she said, earnestly. And I see you. as you are looking now. Whenever I try to imagine I'm the Lady Cordelia, but it's a million times nicer to be Anne of Green Gables. The Anne of nowhere in particular, isn't it? She bent forward, kissed a reflection, and but took herself to the open window. Dear Snow Queen, good afternoon, and good afternoon dear Birches down in the hollow, and good afternoon dear Greyhouse up on the hill. I wonder if Diana is to be my friend. I hope she will, and I shall love her very much, but I must never quite forget Katie Marie's and Violetta. They would feel so hurt if I did, and I'd hate to hurt anybody's feelings, even a little bookcase girls or a little echo girls. I must be careful to remember them and send them a kiss every day.

And blew a couple of airy kisses from her fingertips,

passed the cherry blossoms,

and then,

with her chin and her hands,

drifted luxuriously,

out on a sea of daydreams.