This immensity is indescribable and because of this the soul is dying of love.

A quote by St John of the Cross.

I've reached a new level of consciousness, a very advanced level of

consciousness, a very radical level of consciousness that I want to tell you

about and as I will be talking about it we're going to build up to it. It's going to take a little while to build up to it here. So hold your horses.

I also want to, in the process, draw some distinctions that I'm making between

awakening and God realization and non-duality.

So basically my point is that these are not the same thing,

and so I will be distinguishing these for you and helping you to make sense of why that is.

A lot of the things that I'll be saying here are going to be right at the edge of my ability to communicate.

This is good. This is going to be one of my most advanced communications that I've ever done up to this point and it's

going to be difficult to communicate what I want to communicate but I'll try my best.

It's good practice for me and I think you'll get a lot out of it if you keep an open mind. I will be

saying some things here which contradict almost everything you hear from

spiritual teachers in other places so just be aware that. Be aware of your closed-mindedness in terms of that.

All right. So let's get started. So, uh, I've, I know, I, I'm sure you're you're tired of it already, but you know I keep coming back and telling you that I've reached new levels of consciousness or awakening

beyond everything prior.

And well, I have,

I'm just reporting to you what it's like. I'm not making this shit up.

So I'm just going to report how it happened then whether you believe it or not that's up to you.

You see the problem is that like some of you guys expect

awakening just to be this simple thing where it's like you get it and

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