Alone forever ? - ep #148
Idiot
Laura Clery & Studio71
4.8 • 911 Ratings
🗓️ 5 July 2024
⏱️ 21 minutes
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Summary
Alone Forever ep158
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Episode Breakdown:
-00:18 I’ve got nothing
-00:45 Been up since 3:30 AM
-01:00 Sleep is very important
-01:40 Instead of “I have to” say “I get to”
-02:36 Talk about nothing
-02:40 Swear men for the rest of my life
-03:05 I’m not good at being a girlfriend
-03:08 I’m not good in romantic relationship
-03:49 Trying to keep this new relationship private
-04:32 It’s exhausting and frustrating
-05:11 Romantic relationship is all consuming
-05:45 I feel scarred
-06:11 Vibrator
-06:38 I feel very discourage
-06:51 I don’t know how romantic relationship looks like
-07:49 My therapist is teaching me about interdependence
-08:05 I am my source and my partner is a supplement
-08:38 My life is unmanageable
-09:10 I’m beating myself up
-09:47 I’ve been very critical as a mom and a parent
-09:58 I should be a better mom, partner and artist
-10:40 I’m 11 days late for my period
-11:25 Shush yourself
-12:13 All of this is fear and selfishness
-13:45 I start donating to a non-profit organization
-14:27 What can I give today rather than what can I get
-15:28 How to deal with a family member with Dementia
-20:59 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions
Transcript
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| 0:00.0 | Hey everyone, welcome to the idiot podcast. |
| 0:02.5 | So normally I have some sort of idea |
| 0:05.6 | of what I'm going to talk about, some topics |
| 0:08.2 | that I have been ruminating on during the week |
| 0:10.8 | that I want to bring to the podcast. Well today I don't have any of that. I've got |
| 0:16.1 | nothing for you so we're just chatting right now. What is going on? Well my five-year-old decided to wake me up at 3.30 in the |
| 0:26.2 | morning came into my bed giggling and laughing and talking just gib own made up |
| 0:35.0 | his own made up language and cracking up for hours. |
| 0:40.0 | So I, yeah, I've basically been up since 330. |
| 0:46.0 | My three-year-old was sleeping next to me |
| 0:47.4 | and somehow totally slept through all of that madness. |
| 0:51.5 | So I'm kind of like realizing how, I'm not just realizing how important |
| 0:57.6 | sleep is, man, sleep is so important. How do you guys function on low sleep? I know some people get adrenaline and are able to function and others not but I'm on a few hours so I'm just trying to get through the day I feel I don't |
| 1:19.7 | know dude I still went to yoga in the morning and I prayed and meditated and then I have to film this afternoon and I get to film. |
| 1:31.0 | Have you heard that? |
| 1:33.4 | It's a really good trick. |
| 1:34.8 | I can't remember where I learned it, but instead of |
| 1:37.4 | phrasing things as I have to, I have to do this, you say, |
| 1:41.6 | I get to do this, even if it's I get to go to the DMV, I get to because I have a car, or I'm |
| 1:48.3 | going to get my license. I get to go. I get to. I don don't know I kind of like it kind of like saying that about |
| 1:57.2 | everything I get to go to the doctor I get to wake up at 3.30 a.m. with my five-year-old who's healthy and laughing and I get to |
| 2:08.5 | experience life at 3.30 in the morning with my kid because I'm alive and I exist in this world and isn't that |
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