New Year, new me. Nah. I'm fine just the way I am. Doing the things I love. Like enjoying

a latte on the bus with some music or on a walk with a friend. My only resolution is

to enjoy more of what I love. Like switching up my usual with oat, soy, almond or coconut.

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Hi. Welcome to all things internet. A show where we talk about things we see on the internet

that usually have to do with the internet and Emily tries her gosh darnness in between

her cry sessions to fact check and research most things. I'm Rachel Bialinger. I'm Emily

Boastaff. And the dog of the day is Blaze. Hello. He's licking. Sorry. I'll stop that. That's

gross buddy. No one likes that. You're all types of pretzled. Emily, how you doing?

Great. I'm thriving. Her meds need to be up. They need to be up severely. I spent the

past five days crying and nothing was wrong. I was regrettering sex. This is not Rachel

uncensored. I am so sorry. I feel like we could still nicely know. Have you? No. Okay.

Yeah. I don't cry though. And that is not a flex. That's something I've actually been

trying to work on is crying more. You're like standing there. You're like I have I'm

on seven months no crying. And literally sometimes I'm like it feels so good. Just cry. Just

do it. And I literally am squinting my eyes. And nothing comes out. You have to watch the

sad videos of soldiers coming home to their dogs. No. So I'll watch that. And like a singular

tear will come down. But you need like a cry. But yeah, I haven't like sobbed I guess.

Oh, okay. I just sobbed. Yeah, it's been like I have emotions. It's been like five hours

for me. It's a right thing. I know I was in I was in beautiful Joshua tree. Beautiful

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