Alan, how was your summer?

It was a summer mostly here.

We didn't travel a whole lot.

So it was time with family.

It was relaxing.

And probably one of the most revealing conversations about what's going on inside me

happened this summer with a friend.

And it was, I think it happened because it was a low-key time and so there was time just to have a leisurely conversation and he asked me

How would you say God is coming through for you.

And I, you know, the question was awesome.

I leaned in and we started talking and I could see his expression

was more and more curious and what I was telling him is God comes through pretty much in the nick of time.

So if I need something, you know, or there an issue like he'll he'll come through and if I

you know if it's financial or health or if it's an opportunity for something it

happens but usually at the last possible second.

And he said, well, what's a word picture for that?

How does that make you feel?

And I said, well, the word picture is probably me in an ocean dog paddling. the good news is I'm not drowning like I

survive that's good I don't go under but I'm also not walking on water and I'm not

progressing I'm just kind of sustaining barely and that

was when it hit me boy I have made some kind of agreement some something's not right about that and yet it

feel so true yes could you name the agreement God provides just enough for me to

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