Hey everyone. This podcast episode is a little bit difficult for me to do.

Not having a co-host, like I was really excited and like looking forward to it because I, you know, I keep

reading like the negative comments like, oh people don't like Jake, oh people think Jake sucks, oh like I would be so much better if I was alone and if I just you know

Talk by myself in the bathtub like I I hear you I see you you're valid your herd

My but hold constantly clench when I'm around you in public.

It's actually very scary.

What did you say today?

What did you say today when we were leaving Kava?

It's like when you're like, yes, yes!

Yes! Um, like... you're like yes yes um like like if you if you held a gun to my head and

said get one memory from the 2008 recession it would be questionable like it's

so murky probably eating dog trees from like 2004 to 2009

I'm not gonna lie. It's been really hard since since Jake's been gone. A lot of people have been checking in on me like

what are you up to like what are you doing or are you like using healthy coping mechanisms and like it is kind of like he died.

Sometimes you know I still like see him or like

hear him sometimes.

What are you doing? Yeah she coo. No yeah yeah stem she coo you can't do that. We can see through these?

Yeah. My but hole is constantly clench when I'm around you in public.

It's actually very serious.

What did you say today? What did you say today when we were leaving Kava?

It's like when you're like...

Still their boyfriends boyfriend. Yes yes!

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