Hey guys welcome back to another episode of the Blondest

podcast I'm your host Savannah Boda and I'm your co-host Tyler Jacobi and today we're going to talk about a serious topic

Because I feel like it needs to be talked about and for me. I'm that person.

I block out a lot of bad memories in my life.

I think it's human nature when something bad happens to us,

like we kind of just try to forget it.

I mean, that's how I am. I know a lot of people hold on to stuff but for me like I just

literally think I gaslight myself into like it never happening or I just like bury

it so deep inside that like it never resurfaces and then like I sometimes get like

Flashbacks or like something will trigger it and then I remember like all the feelings that I felt

It's like almost like you imagine

your like brain is like a filing cabinet you open a file you know and then I just you

find all this paperwork of like all these memories and like I seriously like

black it out completely like it's like I don't know if it's my like I think your brain

does it on its own like it's not even that you like necessarily try to it's just like you

literally forget that time period like it's like all the

details are fuzzy yeah that's like with wilderness it feels like a fever dream

and it was like such a long part of my life I mean it was I mean three and a half

months doesn't seem long but like when you're there I felt like three years.

Yeah, and like a lot of the things that happened a lot of the conversations like just I feel like a lot of stuff like I just take like I really have to focus on it and then I start to like get memories back you know but like I couldn't just sit here and like just like there's little things of course that I know but like some of like the bigger things that

happened to me there like I feel like it's weird how you're like I remember like more of the

like happy parts there than I do the bad parts but today we're going to talk about your acne and mental health and how it really does affect you because

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