I basically received good lot of emails from a guy who went, you're fit, please don't die.

However, if you're about to, please admit to your bucket list.

Oh my god, yes!

Hello and welcome to You Me and the Big C with Lauren Mann, aka Girlvus's Cancer, Deborah

James, better known to them as Bowl Bay and me, Rachel Bland from Big C Little Me, also

heard sometimes on Five Live with three friends, we're also bloggers and we all have one thing

in common.

We all have, we all have had cancer, we want to tell you about the highs of it all as well

as the lows.

You can get in touch with us, suggest some future topics of things you want us to talk

about across all social media, we are hashtag You Me, Big C, we would love to hear from you.

This week girls were talking the upsides of cancer.

There's some upsides of cancer.

Yeah, people like what?

What do you mean?

Yeah, there are some positives.

Yeah, there are some things about cancer.

What are the, in terms of you and your outlook and the changes that it's made to you,

the positive changes that it's made to you?

What would you say has happened?

I don't know, I feel like I was comfortably numb.

I feel like before I got ill, I was like most of the something you're old in London,

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