It's been kind of a difficult week with the loss of our little Henry and

I felt like the thank you would begin complete without including my wife Natalie who I talk about all the time

And so people it's funny. They feel like they know Natalie will go out

She'll help me at a convention or will be together somewhere and and they just walk up and hug her and you know

Grader and and they've taken her into their families and and that means so much and it's been especially through this week

I mean you've seen it we unveiled the campaign to help fund a van in the memory of our dog Henry after a

Pretty surprising loss. I mean you and I ran the spectrum of emotions, right? I mean are you just exhausted?

I'm exhausted. I

I started out. I don't know how

In depth we should go with this. I feel like you guys are my family and I see that you love my family and it means so much to me but

you know we

We kind of thought Henry was gonna go in he had some loose teeth and I

Really thought he's just gonna go in. They're gonna clean his teeth a few teeth. They're gonna fall out

You know from the teeth cleaning and we'll have Henry in a couple hours

I mean I'm gonna serve for a few days and we'll have to keep an eye on him and then it'll all be

Backed in normal and then I get a call from Seth saying the doctor just called their insurgere and

You know the the the period on all disease was worse than they had originally expected and

They were gonna have to pull like 18 teeth. Yeah

And and we're like are you sure this is the right thing to do this is awfully invasive and I guess it's common and very small dogs

They have to go in and just do a an almost complete extraction, but he'd been on the table for I don't know how long and well

I called I called back because I told Seth

This is too aggressive this and I know this is all hindsight and there's nothing I can do but it just helps

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