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From the Heart with Rachel Brathen

A Mother’s Vulnerable Sharing: Birth, Death, and Everything in Between

From the Heart with Rachel Brathen

Rachel Brathen

Society & Culture

4.75.1K Ratings

🗓️ 3 June 2022

⏱️ 57 minutes

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Summary

The love that comes with motherhood is immense - but then so are the fears as well. It’s like living with your heart outside of your body. But is there a point where normal fears cross over into being obsessive thoughts that inhibit your ability to live a normal life? On today’s episode, Rachel contemplates this notion after her daughter, Lea had a recent sickness that shook Rachel to her core. It brought her back to those first moments of motherhood, when the fear of something happening to her daughter was too big to even acknowledge or consciously recognize. She goes on to share a very intimate story about Lea’s birth and a recent epiphany she had about when it was time to push. Perhaps the reason our love is so immense is because we know it’s fleeting and fragile. With risk comes faith, with the unknown comes trust, and with a mother’s heart comes all the love and fears that seem impossible for one person to hold. Today’s episode may be a sign that you are ready to alchemize your fear into something new. Tune in to anchor into trust. Trigger Warning: This episode discusses birth, fear of death, and the sickness of a child. Listen gently. To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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0:00.0

Hello, my love. Welcome back to the show. On today's episode of the podcast, I get very

0:08.1

vulnerable with you. And I allow myself to talk about a topic in an area of my life that

0:14.6

I actually never ever talk about. It's a very heartfelt episode for me. And I want

0:21.0

to start off by just giving a little bit of a trigger warning so that you know what

0:24.3

this episode is about as well. Today on the show, I open up about a paralyzing

0:29.7

fear that I live with, that I feel in my body almost every single moment of the day. And

0:35.8

that is the fear I have of losing my daughter. And I want to say if loss or the fear of

0:44.0

loss, specifically the fear of child loss and that kind of grief, if that makes you feel

0:50.8

unsteady in any way, if talking about that or listening to someone share their own fear

0:57.4

and their own experience, talking about that, if that makes you feel uncertain or if it

1:02.8

makes your nervous system go haywire, then today's episode is not a good episode for

1:07.7

you. If on the other hand, you've been longing to feel some resonance and for someone to

1:14.9

open up about their fear in this area of life because you feel the same and you want to

1:20.1

feel less alone and you want to get a little bit closer to that place inside of your own

1:25.4

heart that is also looking for healing and for you to be able to soothe your own fears

1:31.3

and your own nervous system and that's helpful to you through storytelling. Then I think

1:36.3

today's episode could be a particularly beautiful one for you to dive into. I feel really

1:42.6

vulnerable just sharing today's episode because this topic for me is the hardest one of

1:48.8

all. And on this show, we talk about absolutely everything. This is the one thing that is so

1:54.1

hard for me to talk about and I can feel it even speaking these words now. I get a little

1:58.1

bit shaky. So as you listen, please listen kindly and thank you so much for being here.

2:05.6

Let's dive in.

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