Hey guys, I know I've told you in the past to share our podcast episodes, but if there's ever a time I would really want you to share our episode, it will be after this one.

You guys are going to hear basically my life and what I'm going through right now, but at the end of it, you're going to hear a message of hope.

And I know going into the holiday season, there's probably a lot of people that need some hope right now or they're going through some things just like I am. And so share this with your friends, share this with

your family members. Whoever you think needs to hear it, please share it with them. Whether they're

a police officer or not, this episode today is not, I'm going to give you the forewarning. Today's

episode is really not related about police at all. It can be,

but you'll understand what I'm talking about when you listen to it. So all I wanted to tell you guys before you guys listen to this episode is please share this with somebody you know

because I guarantee somebody needs to hear it. Thanks again, guys. Love you and I hope you enjoyed

episode. Hey, what's going on, guys? It's your boy, Ryan. Today's episode of the podcast is going to be a little different.

Today, I'm not in the studio.

Today, I don't have Billy recording me.

I don't have AJ as my co-host today.

It's just me.

It's just me.

And the reason it's just me is because it's been some trying times lately.

I'm actually recording this on my phone right in front of my mother's house before I walk inside.

Today what I want you guys to get from this episode is I want you guys to hear a message of hope.

I tell you guys all the time that you guys are my family.

And because I believe you guys are my family I think it's

important for you guys to know what I'm going through in my life right now that's what families do

so starting in September of this year many of you guys know that my father-in-law was diagnosed with

COVID-19 unexpectedly and had a bad journey to say the least.

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